It all started last October when J and the Sexy Librarian took me shopping at the mall with them. Since Halloween was right around the corner, there was a beautiful shiny pair of coppery orange pumps at Torrid that I was absolutely in love with, but I had so many irritating expenses at the time what with attorney fees and my divorce filing costs and paying a therapist to process guilt from the divorce that I couldn’t justify dropping $60 on a new pair of pumps, » Read more
Like I mentioned before, it’s easy to forget how “deviant” my everyday life is, when it seems so natural to me.
“I want to make a new friend tonight. I’m gonna make that a goal,” I told Skyspook.
One does not discover new lands without consenting to lose sight of the shore for a very long time.
Gently used cherry red Hot Topic brand pumps, obtained for $13.00 (shipping included) on eBay.
I don’t usually go for open-toed styles, but these were so unique – tulip-esque, a cross between hooves and labia. » Read more
I glance at my phone. New text message:
“Starting to wonder where you are.”
I log into e-mail, social networks. She’s contacted me there. The pleas are desperate, passive-aggressive, subtly scathing. She knows how to needle me better than anyone, having installed a lot of my neuroses herself.
It’s been 10 days since I’ve called her, » Read more
I am in a relationship that is wonderful beyond words. Romantically speaking, this is the happiest I’ve ever been.
I’m not used to being this happy with a partner, having my needs met this fully, enjoying myself this effortlessly and consistently.
Lately, I’ve been trying to sort out some of the shock from the experience. » Read more
Skyspook: Are you perving on yourself?
Me: I’m a pansexual woman. And I just happen to be my type.
He’d strapped me to a black leather massage table, a vinyl pillow under my head. My restraints were locked. I tugged against them to check. » Read more
As iron sharpens iron, so one person sharpens another.
It’s funny where the moments of clarity sometimes spring from. A smart phone app seemed an unlikely place, and yet, I found myself twitching with jealousy every time Vlingo would say “Yes, Master,” to Skyspook.
He chuckled at first, » Read more
Skyspook’s reaction to “Desperation”:
(12:18:53 PM) skyspook: I liked the post… although it sounds so sad. It was not your fault that you were desperate. Anybody would want out of the situation you found yourself in
(12:19:54 PM) skyspook: Really, the dictionary definition is “having an urgent need or desire”. » Read more
July 9, 2010:
There is a placefor the singlepeople – and ho are they? who am I
I inventa person worthy of servitude – is there a line of pretenders
.txt file authored when drunk
I am proud of my life now, the way I manage my days, » Read more